Irrelevance: to be, or to become, irrelevant
My biggest fear….
At the age of 21 I learned what it means to become irrelevant to someone else. My whole life all I’ve wanted to do was make an impact on the people around me and, as I get older, on the world. I never want someone to be able to say “you are irrelevant, or Samille who?” However, the past 3 years have taught me how easy it is to become irrelevant. For the longest time I never understood how someone could just drop me off of the face of their earth as if I never mattered or as if what we had didn’t matter anymore or ever for that matter. That’s a very scary feeling. Especially because I’ve always been the type of person to invest my all in any and everything I do.
I’m a very sensitive person. I listen to other people and when they need me I’m there. That’s not to toot my own horn, but mainly to say that I understand that People need People. So I have a hard time accepting the fact that even though I give me all to others, they may not reciprocate that same thing and I have a very hard time accepting that everyone I’ve met in my life is unforgettable simply because I invest my all and I wear my heart on my sleeve. Yet, people can just drop me off the face of their earth without looking back, without thinking twice. So, irrelevancy, that’s definitely my biggest fear as a 23 year old. The act of becoming irrelevant. Yeah, that’s a big one.
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